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Father, Mother, Male, Female, an, Woman, Husband, Wife, Children, Boy, Girl.  God’s Design = One Flesh!

Suffering — the Doorway to Truth

Is there anyone who came to teach people that suffering has meaning and a purpose?

We should do all we can to avoid and prevent suffering – right?  There is nothing to be gained through suffering?  No one should ever have to suffer right?

Are there any lessons to be learned when one suffers?  Does suffering lead one to seek the cause of the suffering.  Can suffering be self inflicted.

Do we not have a free will to choose in every situation?  Could Free Will be a gift of Love?  Could that gift of Love be the necessary teacher of the consequences of free will choices?  Could that gift of love actually be digested discerned by humans through suffering.  Could the avoidance or intervention and prevention of suffering actually be an act of leading one into spiritual  captivity, bondage and slavery from which one increasingly is unable to escape?

What is the Cost and Consequences of Free Will

Have we humans been granted an unconditional gift of free will?  And with free will do we get to choose the consequences of our actions?  When we ignore the warnings and advice of those who know us best and love us the most do we open ourselves to the risk of failure and self inflicted wounds?  Do we sometimes follow those who mislead us with none living images, idols and in the long run treat us as receptive fools lacking wisdom, knowledge and the courage to seek and discern the truth?

Could suffering actually be a building block gift which opens our minds to the “Good” and the “Bad” of free will choices?

Suffering in my life lead me to pray for an openness of mind and soul to identify what caused my suffering.  Suffering lead me to develop an unquenchable thirst for the truth though I did not recognize it often for days, weeks and yes even years.  Suffering gave me a unique spiritual scale to balance joy and sadness and lead me to recognize and understand the most power gifts and talents I have.  From my suffering came my most prized and treasured success’s.

Suffering always leads me back to the one who came to earth to teach the most basic and powerful blessings of suffering.  We refer to that teacher as the one who shows us how to serve, cuts through the smoke to the truth, shows us the way to live and the way to encounter heaven on earth and prepare for the heaven perfected yet to come – known as the “Already and the Not Yet”!

 

Authority Church and Government

In light of the United States Bishops position on Illegal Immigration and Person-hood Amendments coming out of several states and reflecting upon the proper “Authority” to address these issues would be appropriate.

The Authority of the Federal Government and the Church

Where does authority originate?  Jesus told us the Authority of the Church comes form His Father, The Lord God Almighty, the Creator.  He also told us the authority of the government also come from His father, the Lord God Almighty, the Creator.

John Chapter 19,  Jesus answered Pilot, “You would have no power over me if it were not given to you from above. Therefore the one who handed me over to you is guilty of a greater sin.

The Authority over the Church and government comes from the same source from above.

All Authority comes from the Highest Authority – God

So then who owns the line between Church and State since the authority for both comes from the same source above.  One could say, The Lord Almighty owns the line and can walk on the line anywhere and always.

What about the authority of the United States of America Federal Government whom the Bishops have stated by, stating the United States Bishops do not support State laws addressing these issues?  Well can the authority with which they speak be challenged?  Have they built their argument on rock or sand?

A Guiding Document – The Declaration of Independence

Have the Bishops or any of us read the Declaration of Independence recently in regard to where government authority comes in this nation?  The “Rights” of the people come from an “unalienable” authority, greater than any earthly government, president, congress, senate or judicial authority.  I would call that “Authority” = “God”.  I think it is pretty clear.

The Declaration of Independence doesn’t stop there however.  It goes on to clearly state and the authority of the government originates from “the consent of the governed” – the people!  Then with even stronger language it emphasizes that when such government violates the rights of principles of the people they not only have a just “right” but a solemn duty to take action to modify, amend or even abolish such government.

Are the Bishops of America aware of the peoples “right and duty”?  Are the Bishops implying in their position trumps that of the people and we the people must rely solely upon a Federal government clearly demonstrating an inability to listen, respect or honor the right of the people or the church”?   A Federal Government which seeks to equate the difference between right and wrong while actively supporting political correctness.  Are the Bishops unable to see a government lusting and seeking power and control over the people by supporting corrupt and corny capitalism?

The words of Jesus in the Gospel of John 19 come to mind – “Therefore the one who handed me over to you is guilty of a greater sin.”  By taking a position favoring the federal government’s authority over the right and duty of the people to take action at the local, state and federal levels is guilty of handing the people over to a system lacking the leadership or faculties to protect the foundational rights of her people.

Whoever, in this country supports handing the people over to the power of a government that has been increasingly violating the sacred rights to “Life”, “Liberty” and “the Pursuit of happiness”, the Constitution and the Bill of Rights is suffering from misguided judgement and short sided spiritual discernment?

The Role Model of Authority

While Jesus was on earth He modeled the role He wanted the Hierarchy of the Church to follow.  Who did Jesus tell His disciples to serve and how did He most clearly demonstrate that act.  At the last supper he taught how His authority should be demonstrated.  Jesus, the Son of God got down on His knees and washed the feet of His disciples – the original people of the church.

Who did Jesus command His disciples to serve?  Was it the none living entity of the government of the people or the people of God?

Circling back, the government gets it’s authority from God through the people.  The Church gets it’s authority from God to serve the people.  Both by design are called to serve the people in the spirit of the Creator God.

Could the Bishops of America have their position in regard to the United States government and the people of God upside down and backwards in regard to the peoples right and duty?

Authority Comes from the Consent of the Governed

The People Have the Necessary Authority

The People created the States, the States created the Federal Government and the 10th Amendment reserves all “rights” not delieniated to the Sates and to the People.   The powers not delegated to the United States by the Constitution, nor prohibited by it to the States, are reserved to the States respectively, or to the people.

Would it not be appropriate for the Sates to call the Federal government back to the Constitutional principles upon which this Nation was established?

By supporting the Federal Government as the single avenue to address these serious issues, could the Bishops be unwisely telling the people of God the problem of Illegal Immigration and the sacredness of life is not their right and duty to address and can only be solved at the Federal level which has long been unable to take any appropriate action.  Are the Bishops missing the servant leadership skill to nurture and encourage the people act at every level local, state and federal which is their right and duty.  Could some Catholic’s and other conclude from the Bishops they have no individual right or responsibility to listen to their conscience, use their spirit and answer the call of the Lord God Almighty simply because the Bishops have provided them an ready made pass?

Do the Bishops of America not see what is clearly before the eyes of the people?  A nation in the midst of it’s greatest war between the flesh and the spirit.  A war being fought at every level of society to knock the Lord God Almighty off the block and replace Him with a New American idol secular progressive politically correct nonliving God – a pagan idol.

The Building Blocks = Living Stones

Further the Church through it’s Bishops have been clearly taught that “the Roman Catholic Church” is made up of living stones and not structural non living entities.  That “The Church (all the people of the church) is in need of constant purification” including the hierarchy and magisterium.

That the family serves as the foundation building mini church foundation upon which the lager church is built.  Not a single bishop or priest or deacon receives life without a mother and father and a home.  Destroy the Home the foundation of the Home and the Church is weakened.  Destroy the father and with him the family and the foundation of the church is weakened.  Destroy the father figure and the mother figure of the Church is weakened.  Weaken them sufficiently life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness will be the domain of a pagan idol.

Serve the People with Truth

The USCCB Bishops insistence they can not support the issues of illegal immigration and the sacredness of life being addressed at other than the federal level revels gross misunderstanding of what made the United Sates of America a Light Standing of a Hill to the World.  Worse it denies the rights and responsibilities of every person, the very dignity of every person called to action by the promptings of the Holy Spirit.

Perhaps the sin of the hierarchy of the Catholic Bishops is intrinsic to the age old human nature relationship with authority.  We all want to play God, even Bishops are tempted to play God.  When any of us get caught up with our own authority and forget we were called to serve the people of God big trouble lies ahead.

Lord God Almighty forgive us, save this nation from itself, self centered interest and from placing ourselves upon a high and mighty pedestal from which there is no graceful way down!

Please if you made it thus far, Pray for us!

A Voyage through Hell – Will it be Necessary

A Trip to Hell = is that what it takes to Open the Spirit of the Church

In 1977 I began opening my spirit to the possibility of being called to the permanent diaconate, although I could not have articulate that fact in 1977.

With all that is taking place in our world beginning in 2008, the Holy Spirit began bugging me about what it takes to be opened to the promptings of the Holy Spirit.  In other words what does it take to loosen the stiff neck and soften the hard heart of humanity, even those who profess to be of and in the church?

In 1995 I was ordained as a Deacon in the Roman Catholic church.  Now I know the basic history of the diaconate of the Catholic church from the fall of the diconate which suffered from corruption and confusion within the church.

From Permanent & Married to Transitional & Celibate

Over a period of years the permanent diaconate (married and celibate) slowly disappeared while the transitional deacon continues to remain as a part of the process of becoming an ordained priest.

What Prompted the Church to Restore the Permanent Diaconate

The Holy Spirit bugged my spirit to ask the question again and lead me to reflect upon what caused my Church to restore the Permanent Diaconate to which I have been ordained.

The Story – WW II – Nazi War Camps = Hell

During World War II there were at least 3000 Catholic priests, deacons, and bishops who were imprisoned there.  These ordained men experienced a living hell as they observed the nightmare of the worst torture and indignity humanity can unleash upon itself.   It was the memories of these priest reflecting on the difficult situation of the church, speculated that permanent deacons – married or single men with a formal, stable commitment to the work of the church – could have accomplished much good.

I would speculate the clergy observed married men ministering to the guards and imprisoned in a way the Holy Spirit clearly opened their hearts, minds and souls to the possibility the Holy Spirit wanted the permanent diaconate restored.

History proves the prompting of the Holy Spirit continued after the war, when it was taken up by theologians and scholars, especially in Europe, and discussed in a number of articles and books.  In 1957 Pope Pius XII spoke favourable of a restored permanent diaconate, although concluding that “the time is not yet ripe”. The idea was very much in the air by the time of Vatican Council II.

Restoration of the Married Priesthood

So the Holy Spirit lead me to this spiritual reflection beginning in and around 2008.  The War between the Flesh and the Spirit has intensified as the secular progressive humanism agenda is being played out in our world and nation.  The attacks on the Father figure, Christianity and the family are changing the fabric of our society with alarming speed.

New and evolving technology have accelerated the creation and use of a new language Art Form.  Feed back from the use of words is increasingly fast and word usage is dynamically changing.   Further image making has now become another Art Form that is potentially a more influencing factor than core values and character.

One who comes in the image of is now a real reality.  The question must be asked is the person speaking the truth of who they really are or are they speaking the words we want to hear without reveling the character the person they really are.

True Agendas are Hidden in a Maze of Words we Want hear

Will all of these images of what is right and just leads us to Hell on Earth?  Could it be the Holy Spiirt is prompted us again to open the mind, spirit and soul of the Church to restore the married priesthood which through the act alone would clearly communicate without speaking the significance and importance of the building blocks principles of truth the Roman Catholic Church professes to teach and profess.

Preach the Truth through actions prompted by the Holy Spirit and only speak in necessary!

It’s Time – Restore the Married Priesthood within the Catholic Church before the Trip to Hell on Earth becomes a necessary to overcome the stumbling blocks of human nature.

It’s Time — Restore the Married Priesthood

The Family and The Father Under Attack

Just watched another TV commercial that included a man and a woman.  As seems to have become the norm, the man was depicted as an idiot and the woman the smart single working decision maker.  Such commercials continue to support the secular progressive humanism objective to destroy and replace God.

In order to achieve this goal, long ago the secular progressives began a concentrated movement (political correctness) to gain power and control by destroying their greatest threat.  That threat is the “Truth” which is communicated through an openness to a power greater than humans which judges all thoughts and actions.  Now this power can best be described as a Creator God, the Spirit of God, the Lord God Almighty, the Holy Spirit and Jesus Christ the Son of God.

Therefore all religions must be undermined and minimized.  The secular progressive movement was underway before the day I was born back in 1943.  When I was in high school the movement had begun to make significant progress.  Prayer in school was being outlawed.  Abortion of the unborn became the law of the land.  The stage had been set to launch a subtle and stealthy attack to continue the attack to minimize and destroy God.

The Fundamental Most Basic Church = Family

The chosen path of destruction was to undermine the teaching arm of God, the church.  Television provided the first avenue to attack the social fabric of the most basic church, the family unit consisting of a mother and a father.  Now from antiguity, the most universal symbol of God and Christianity is the male and father of the family.  The concept of the First Born Son was another.  The Church which represents the Father another.

Universally accepted = The Father as Symbol as Head of the Church

The most visible symbols of God in the world are the “Holy Father – the Pope of the Roman catholic Church.  The Catholic Church (Universal), which can clearly claim the longest history of the Christian Church’s.  Destroy the Catholic Church and the remaining Christian Church’s will fall along side Her.  Any misstep by or within the Catholic Church is immediately magnified and disseminated world wide.  The Roman Catholic Church operates under a microscope being monitored 24/7 by the Secular Progressive Humanism cult.

I do not make excuses for the lack of character, failure of leadership or sinfulness that has occurred in the Roman Catholic Church.  Yet it is true (the truth will set you free), the sinfulness that has occurred in the leadership of the Roman Catholic Church pails in comparison to the rest of society with which it must live.

The Church is Built Upon Living Stones = Humans

The leadership of the Roman Catholic Church is susceptible to human failure to temptation and sin no differently than the rest of humanity.  The difference is the living saints within the Church throughout it’s history have called their leadership back to the Truth, The Way and the Life of their model Jesus Christ.  It is in recognizing continual need of Spiritual Renewal and Purification that the Roman Catholic Church is reborn and continues as the oldest Christian religion.

Now the Roam Catholic Church teaches the “Family” is the sacred building block upon which the Universal Church is built.  Every religious leader come from an physical intimate relation between a man and a woman.  It is the woman whose faithfulness is necessary for a man to be sure the child born from this relationship is his legitimate child.  Hence, the concept of the First Born Son has been recognized by humanity fro the beginning.

As such, it became obvious to the secular progressive humanist, the method of successful attack would follow the example as described in the Book of Genesis as originally in the story of Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden.  Adam symbolized the first man who was mislead by the first woman.  The question was, how can this scenario be replayed in the world over the 60+ years?  Television offered the perfect method of invasion into the inner fabric of the Family.

Separate the father and the Mother leaving the children at home to be inculturated by those who produce television.  In the early days of television programming the family was portrayed closely in line with the traditional ideals and values of Christianity.  Every great advancement includes the potential for good and evil and television was no exception.

Unfortunately, society placed their trust in people who lived outside the family and home.  Moms and dads began to desire stuff.  What used to be a considered luxury was now becoming an expectation and in 2011 is considered a right.

The Secular Progressive Humanism Subtle and stealth attack has come a long way.  Perhaps it can best be observed in the black communities where the basic family unit has been rocked with division and denial.  There exists more black on black crime, drug usage, school drop outs and rape than any other community.  The secular progressive blame outside society rather than help the black comunity look in the mirror of truth.  This is just another tactic to divide by moving ones focus from Christian Judeo values to secular humanistic values driven by the lust for power and control which is most threatened by a heathy family unit consisting of a mother and father committed to the family unit as church.

So how do we begin to turn the Ship Around?

Every year professional Baseball has spring training for the purposes of practicing and re emphasizing the basic principles of the game.

Getting back to the basics is the answer.  The basic include communicating the basic principle of church which was founded upon the family as the building block for the larger church.  The original Christian Church founded by Jesus Christ was constructed beginning with married men and the celebration of church in the homes of believers.

We left that model years ago and the organized Catholic church is losing members in record numbers.  Worse the Catholic Church finds itself with a major stumbling block to the original model.  It is named “Celibacy”.  Celibacy is a charism and a valued principle.  But Celibacy does not and should not define the Roman Catholic Church.  Celibacy was a concept that arose from a human and family dilemma over who owned church property.

Looking through the lens of 2011 one could say with Celibacy the church won one battle and is now losing the building blocks of the family.  Which is more critical to the Roman catholic Church?

I think the Holy Spirit is calling the Roman Catholic Church to restore the married priesthood so as to speak most powerfully the importance of the living stone building block foundation of the Church.  This is a prime example of actions speaking louder than any words that could be spoken.  Such action would simultaneously address multiple social and religious ills very much alive in the world of 2011.

 

 

 

 

Common Thread Occupy Wall Street Protesters and Tea Party Patriots

Gut Level Instinct

The Occupy Wall Street Protesters are reacting to something that is troubling them.  Tough many wall street protesters would not admit the phenomena is the same which triggered the Tea Party Protests and marches around the Nation.  Something powerful is driving the Occupy Wall Street Protesters to action.  Fact is the same “Gut Level” reaction drove their parents and grand parents to begin the Tea Party Protest movement.   The main difference between the two movements is a more than a two year delay in reaction.  On many basic points concerning corruption both movements are upset with the same basic basic failure of human to avoid becoming corrupt.

The primary difference between the two movements is the Tea Party protesters due tho their age, experience in life and wisdom gained through failure and multiple wars against enemies from every sector of society, government and the world.  The Tea Party Protest “Gut Level” reaction happened much quicker and due to having been around the block more often the Tea Party detected and addressed the cause of the “gut level” reaction swiftly and succinctly.  The Tea Party folks instinctively they had to keep the solution to the problem simple and  clear while avoiding highly divisive issues.

The Occupy Wall Crowd is simply an unorganized crowd of young people with abundant energy that has to discover the secrets to effective articulation of their purpose and how to create leadership within a leaderless group.

The Good News is the Occupy Wall Street has awakened to the reality this Nation is on the wrong track and their future freedoms are in jeopardy.  The downside for the occupy Wall Street group is they do not have the worldly or spiritual maturity to recognize their greatest enemy lives within.

Waking Up is Critical to Beginning to the Beginning of Identifying the Problem and it’s Seriouness

The Occupy Wall Streets folks, as the Tea Party folks know, will begin to learn the people of this great nation, including themselves have long allowed corruption at every level of our society to flourish and grow.  They will also learn their own actions, belief’s and values have contributed to the decline.  The hardest lesson to learn – the enemy is looking directly back at you in the mirror.

Ever so slowly the Nation has been waking up the nightmare that is leading the nation down the pathway to self destruction.  And at it’s core is the acceptance of corruption by placing self interest above the Golden Rules and Principles upon which this nation was born.   The Wall Street Protest and Tea Party Movement were triggered by the same human instinct.

Yes something is seriously wrong which makes my gut upset enough I have to do something about it though many may not know exactly what initially.

Corruption, Corruption, Corruption to Obtain Power and Control

Wall Street, Main Street and GOVERNMENT

And what is Amiss???

A mirror image is what is amiss and the fact we have duped ourselves into thinking the problem is with everyone else, especially any without a face!  Look in the mirror and what do we see?  Denial!!!

Wall Street looks like Main Street, Main Street looks like the Government, the Government looks like Wall Street and on every street corruption has been accepted as the normal way of life.  We have lost our way when it comes to moral judgement, justice, sin, values and the core building blocks upon which this nation was built.

For years there has been a secular progressive movement in this nation to remove all of the above from the law of the land.  If it feels good it must be good regardless of the outcome or consequence.  Each human is their own God lies at it’s core.  father, family and religion must be sacrificed at the altar of the secular progressive humanism movement.

Have we and are we cutting off our own legs as we grope about in the darkness of our self created and centered mess?  Have we compromised the most sacred and valued principles for which our founding fathers were willing to sacrifice blood, property, wealth and life?

Ask yourself!!!!!!  What are the values I am willing to sacrifice my life for?

Ask yourself!!!!!  Have I been willing to compromise the values of my family, my own values, those of my religion or those of the founding fathers of this Nation where I am supposed to be free?  Am I really free or does my government own me?

Perhaps many no longer even know the values and principles which made this Nation a Light unto the world!  Ask yourself – do I know the values and principles of the founding fathers?

The 99 versus the 1.  People not Corporations.  Anyone know what a Corporation is?  Does a Corporation exist without people and laws created by people before it an exist.

Is this a nation of the People, by the People and for the People?  Could it be the secret to solving the crisis of 2011 resides in an awakening of the people that they have rights which must be balanced with responsibility.  When responsibility is passed on to some other to take care of us we place our rights in their hands.  Who is ready to hand their rights off to a government or corporation obsessed with political correctness?

People have God given rights and with those rights come equal or a balance of responsibilities!

The Wall Street Protesters are protesting the greed of corporations as if corporations do not represent regular people and impact lives!  Has anyone asked who or what a corporation is?  Could a corporation be a group of factory workers, school teachers, private persons, retired persons who worked all their life, fire fighters, police, people who fought in wars, civil servants local, state and federal????

Perhaps what folks are really upset about is who, why and how are the winners and losers in life decided.  A better definition might be corruption at every level of society.  On Wall Street, on Main Street and yes in the Government.

Look in the mirror of truth – one might find corruption there!

The founder and framers of our constitution understood well the power and influence of corruption.  So they worked to create and yes they prayed for guidance to create documents, statues, laws and a constitution that would balance corruption.

Is anyone awake in 2011 as cries go out across the nation complaining about greed which is more accurately and clearly defined as corruption.  Corruption that will take up residence at every level of society and will `.

To solve the self made crises we encountering in 2011 this nation, as a people must begin the task of looking back at the principles which bring corruption back in balance.

Want the answers to our Nations self made crises?  One will not find it in Political Correctness.  Where does one need to look?

Perhaps the founding documents of this nation hold the secret formula we are so desperately searching for?  When is the last time we the people studied those documents?

Could the solution exist within the people, particularly a people willing to balance their individual rights with their individual responsibility.

When responsibility is removed from the equation, it is replaced with an entity that begins to operate as King and Lord over all.

Wall Street Protestors

It is very interesting to watch the Wall Street Protesters.  The good news is they are out there because something does not seem right to them and they know it is time to do something about what they sense is not right.

In fact I would say the cause of their unrest comes from a reaction taking place in their guts that something is very very wrong and doing nothing will not satisfy their gut level unrest.  Human natures gut level reaction is a result of one’s mind sensing one’s true values in life are at risk of being lost.

A Gut Level Reaction = a Gift from the Creator Himself

This gut level reaction demands attention and causes the human being to begin searching one soul to determine what it is that has so upset the apple cart of their life.  As such, a gut level reaction of this sort is nothing sort of a gift from God.  It opens the door for a person to dig up their core values and examine them again as if for the first time.  It offers the possibility one can decide which values they want to retain and which values may not have been founded upon solid truths.

This may not sit well with Wall Street Protesters but they are delayed reaction and are following the foot steps of Tea Party Patriots who are essentially the Wall Street Protesters elders and maybe parents or grand parents.

Long ago the Tea Party Patriots went through the gut level reaction of questioning why their level values where yelling at them.  Something was amiss and needed to addressed quickly.  Perhaps because the Tea Party Patriots were older, wiser and had developed more problem solving skills the cause and solution to the Gut Level Crises was asked, articulated and the primary values and principles that were triggering the reaction where addressed in an unprecedented method which opened the doorway to all citizens who were willing to take the time and participate.

Hence the Tea Party Movement with millions of participants articulating simple and clear Principles mushroomed almost over night more than two years ago.  The Wall Street Protesters needed the crises to begin to effect them personally before the Human Gut Level to begin to kick in for them.

There many gut level issues the Wall Street Protesters have in common with the Tea Party Patriots though this may upset some members of each group.

Who are we as a nation?  Who do we say we are?  Who did our founding Fathers say we were?  Who have we become?  Are we happy with who we have become?  The answer to this last question is “NO” for Wall Street Protesters and Tea Party Patriots.

There is Hope We Can believe In — The Wall Street Protesters are Awakening !

It is clear listening to the Wall Street Protesters that they do not have or share a common principled action plan for the turmoil taking place at the Gut Level.  Further they demonstrate far less maturity than the Tea Party Movement which is clearly demonstrated in behavior and cleaning up after oneself.

Not to despair, their is great hope because the most critical and essential human step has begun – they are opening up.  They have awakened and know there is a major problem and have now begun to struggle to articulate an answer and begin to reach unity of purpose through consensus.

 

 

 

The Long Ago Journey Relived Today

So many years ago, when we were all young, young men traveled from the deep warm south of Florida to Fayetteville, Georgia.  Little did we know we would share in an adventure which would bare the beauty of nature and the one who created us with the ability to give thanks and remember a precious moment of joy.

On a cold January sunny day, with snow on the ground so rare in middle Georgia.  The temperature so low, freezing yet we stepped into the cold, so unsure but bundled in anticipation of an encounter with the cold north.  How would we do, in the chili air, so unfamiliar and unfriendly?  From so many joyful journeys past, I wanted these boys to encounter a friend in a walking stick, a companion as had become my practice.  So before we could begin to venture, explore and go, the spirit of the adventure lead me to provide each a walking stick.  Young trees, you know cut down in youth.  Although at the time we couldn’t have known those sticks would regain life and live on even to this day

How could any of us know the memory of this day would grow.  For this trip was planned long before we were formed and was destined to become a gift that would lift.  The stick is but a symbol of a staff to support one who will endure a journey and continue to explore.

All carried a staff, except the one who carried a video recorder instead, to record and document the explore, so we all one day could cherish, remember and treasure this memory ever more.  As our spirits entered the explore, our lives became united for evermore.  We wandered through the woods and the forest.

We began to experience the pleasure of finding a real treasure to be buried in the soul of our essence so one day we might just discover we could encounter each day, his presence if only we looked into our room.  We walked through the woods up and down small hills.  We followed a creek down a raven.  It naturally flowed into a valley and terminated into a pond covered with a light layer of ice.  Oh one so small should challenge mother nature so brave, then so quickly step onto the ice.  Almost before I knew the strong arm of a guardian angel wrapped in a brother swiftly reached out and caught hold the small one.  The pond was deep and the water so cold for one so bold.  Thank God the child did not slip into the darkness and out of sight.

The event flashed before my eyes and caught me so very much by surprise.  Again and again I thanked the Lord up above, the little one survived.  How could I ever explain away the pain to his mother who trusted so complete?  Oh mom I just lost your youngest son on this adventure explore.

One whose designs are ever so much powerful than mine, so long ago planted the seed, that just this day sprang up and bore fruit in the form of the same gift born anew.  Without question or doubt I must take this risk and share or I may destroy a more precious treasure buried there,  It lies in the hearts of all those who were there.  Beyond human anticipation or design we could not have planned such a situation.  A story we encountered together so long long long ago brought to new life to this moment and yes even every day.

The swiftness of the spirit that flows through the mind penetrated deeply my soul to show me without doubt, we have been followed about by a spirit more powerful than doubt.  How could it be, the spirit waited all this time just for you and I??  Though we don’t think, so the spirit never tires of calling our name.  It didn’t happen for me alone, but the one who called me by name as he penetrated my mind, touched my lips with burning embers of the fire of love to enable this same spirit to touch the hearts and minds of all those who shared in the gift of this memory we share.

So much has happened in the time that has passed.  We have journeyed so far all seeking, knocking and searching to gain the joy of being complete.  The struggle has been intense and the losses so real.  The spirit of pain triggers the potential ever more to the buried joy that comes from memories more.  They are contained within the words of the spirit which flows from antiquity through the pens of generations spent unto even this day.  If only we could read and absorb the message written by the finger of  God on memory there.

For the testimony is ever so clear.  When we are young we learn to view the world through the eyes of many already blind, who are unable to hear even when we try our best to scream into their ear.  Gifted with a spirit and drive to survive, to be sure we will survive, we unintentionally build a wall around our wounded heart so we can survive, adapt, adjust, and unwittingly develop behaviors of pretend.  From the deeps and midst of this intense struggle our wounded spirit can appear to be beyond repair.  So deep is the woundedness, hurt and pain our subconscious mind is the only place we might for the briefest moments scarcely admit the truth of the deeps of the darkness that abounds and surrounds.

Yet the psalms teach again and again, out of the depths of darkness and despair will come the light to those who hope and search for the light.  For the light never stops shinning!  Woundedness causes one to lose sight but only for a long long night, until an encounter with the light in the midst of the darkest night.  The human heart has been in the midst of this struggle with darkness and light from the beginning of the very first fight.

Adam literally means from the earth which defines our foundation clear.  Alone we cannot see the light, it is only when the spirit that lives within is free that the light penetrates the human heart.  The stories of the ancient ones tells what it takes to seek the light and regain our spiritual balance so we can continue the journey even in the midst of darkness and pain because the light comes from within and not without.  So stop looking out when the truth lives within.

Frank Reid traveled this country as a conductor on the rail road beginning before the 1900’s.  He lived a nomadic hard life and from being so lonesome and alone must have grown to become an alcoholic.  Frank lived in separation and brokenness, a darkness that eventually ended in divorce.

He had three daughters who were abandoned by their father when they were young.  A trauma only those who have known could taste.  Norma married Mike who too journeyed the wounded and brokeness trail of an alcoholic life.  He too left and divorced Norma.  Imagine the struggle to survive when the two men you love most in life abandon you to darkness and strife.  You see Norma never recovered from that woundedness deep.  She was never able to open her heart and consider marrying again.  Imagine her agony when Johnny was killed.  She witnessed yet another loss of a father so near and dear in her life.

The deeps of her woundedness buried in her soul lead Norma to make decisions which favored a son who lost more than she could bare.  Could Norma see this favoritism?  Perhaps, yet I think she was trapped in her own darkest despair and was keenly aware of her inability to control the men she loved and still lost.  So Norma desperately needed to control what she could in her life.  She choose to control her children.

Young children and even old children, unless shown by someone older and wiser do not instinctively know how to respond to one they know they love, are told to love and know they should love.  What does one do who begins to see favoritism and wants equal attention but is somehow overlooked.  What can one do when one is so young and new.  The human drive to survive and a mind very much alive can kindle frustration, jealousy, anger and create division brought about by what appears perceived favoritism.  All children will by nature develop anger and behavior adaptations because the drive to survive planted by God ever so deeply and so alive will take over and they have no other way to survive.

Every human walking this planet has some form of anger and behavior that masks and hides the woundedness of the human journey.  Rick lived and walked into a world fancy and new but hidden below where many a conflict abrew.  How does one be dad and control a Norma so determined to prevail and ones own children when it certainly appears that favoritism exists within the family.  Oh one can become so over critical of the favored one so tender and new.  All crave the attention showed about but what does one do when the showers come not about?  The emotions of anger penetrate real, that they almost any action receives the short end of the attention from both ends.

What does one so young do??  One very young one had received a new sweat shirt for Christmas, a treasured and valued gift it wound appear because it was not a hand me down but his alone and so new.  What would he do if one of his brothers put on that precious sweat shirt??  A scissors worked and cut to pieces – satisfaction speaking so loudly to say can’t you please hear me this day!  If it can’t be mine alone it can’t be anyone’s.

From my point of view to you there is just no doubt I did not come to Florida this year but was sent by the healer of intent.  A lover who knows the depths down to our toes.  I was reminded on the seed planted so long ago.  How could I speak to the heart and open the door so one can explore ever so much more.  The voice that passes my lips in not mine but divine to those who will listen to the voice that passes.

How could it be that the one who hasn’t been seem since the journey so may years before shows up for Mass the Sunday morning that I am there.  With great courage and some to spare for it smelled like a brewery there after being out through the darkness of the night?  How could it be that another is confined to bondage to the house?  Resists if you will the voice that speaks what I must say and yet finally responding by acknowledging a search for healing is already underway?  The youngest says I believe in God but not the church.

The Church is so often misunderstood and serves as a great symbol.  It is in truth symbolized in the crushed grains of wheat which have been so thoroughly broken and smashed and the grapes too become something new from being crushed and broken as they pass through a wine press.  No one can recognize a single grain or grape  anymore!

The oldest is quite and strong yet seems to have been emerging from the darkness from before I arrived.

In some small way I encountered each hearts an anew and I pray in some small way the light and joy of life that lives in me penetrated to the door to your heart.  Each one has been given wonderful gifts from the explore up to today when we walked in the door.  Gifts I suspect we all may not understand yet!  Gifts were born out of many a drift and woundedness encountered in the explore!

It is God’s way and plan of turning darkness and disorder into light.  God does not call the qualified – God qualifies the called through the  woundedness of the journey.  The Exodus story – Moses told the Lord clearly I can’t do it alone – lead your people!  You gotta give me some help.  In response the Lord gave Moses a staff with which he performed so many miracles.   Won’t you Read them anew!

During the brief time we visited I encountered adventures new and by the time I finished Sunday Mass the Lord had spoken to my heart about the walking sticks I handed to you so long ago.  Just maybe – just maybe one may listen to the voice from ages past because a long time ago a treasure was buried in the hearts of ever so young boys.  It is not an accident I we journeyed together yesterday and today.

It was not an accident so long ago we took the trip through the woods.  It was not accident Cory showed up for Mass.  It was not accident Blayne was under house arrest.  It was no accident Kyle had the courage to say he didn’t believe in the church!  It was no accident Sean and his girl friend are headed different ways.

The message is clear to me.  We can not walk alone.  We all need a staff a walking stick.  We all need to know we are loved.  God loves each one exactly as one is found at this very moment.  God has a plan for each.  Our journey has qualified us far more than we know.  He has a plan for each that no other on the face of this earth can fulfill.

The truth is we can walk in the midst of the deepest darkness if we only open our hearts to the Lord and lean on him we can experience real joy, freedom and healing (that’s what carrying a staff does it opens our hearts to the Lord to miracle).  And when we do we will become a light passing through the darkness of this world and the potential to touch the people we encounter with the gift of hope.

Norma touched the lives of so many wounded people.  Orphans, widows, strangers, travelers, homeless, prostitutes, the lowly, the lost and forsaken and the disenfranchised.  In many ways Norma has touched these folks more than the institutional Church or myself.

The church is a mystery of love that travels through time on the wings of those who journey the depths of the valley of tears.

Forgive me for my faults and May God Bless All

 

One’s Last Earthly Task and Responsibility is to Demonstrate

Say What?  Sometime I think modern man thinks we have overcome the ultimate ending of life we call death!

I wonder if modern man has we lost the whole concept of life from birth to death?  Do we ever consider that death is the successful ending of life and cannot be avoided.  Think about the end purpose of living is to show the ones we love how to die with dignity and strength.

No one gets to escape the very real experience of passing through deaths doorway!  Yet many spend a life time concocting all kinds of ideas on ways to escape the reality of death.

A life ending in Death was purposely planned by the one who created us.  No exceptions!

And since there are no exceptions where is it we hope to land?  For me, I already know because I have been there once before.  A place where Wonderful peace exists and one is surrounded by angles.  Into the hands of an all merciful and all just God located in a place called heaven!

A 3 year old boy died and yet the doctors continued life saving procedures.  When they finally gave up the boy came back to life.

A few months later the young lad told his mother his sister came and gave him a hug.  Now the mother was speechless.  Finally she asked him again to tell her what happened.  The boy said while I was asleep my sister came and gave me a big hug.  She told me she couldn’t wait until I came to heaven to be with her.

When the mothers husband came home she told something unbelievable happened that given her great hope.  Our son told me his sister came and gave him a big hug and told him she can’t wait until they are reunited in heaven.

We have never told our son of my miscarriage at seven months 3 years before he was born.  He never knew of his tiny sister we buried in a miniature casket!

There is a heaven and I have an older sister who  lived only two weeks.  Boy do we have a lot to talk about!

I am ready!  How about you?

To be continued ……..  unless of course my time is up?

How does one Stop a Charging Elephant?

Nature is truer than fiction – think about it a while and as you read on!

Maybe you heard this joke when you were a young man like me.

How does one stop a charging elephant?    Take away his “Credit Card” was the answer.

Not the greatest joke I ever heard!

But who would ever have thought it would really be necessary to stop a charging elephant by taking away it’s credit card?  Well who would think such?

Oh!  Oh!  Let’s put it another way.  Who would have thought it would be necessary to stop a charging donkey taking steroids by taking away it’s credit card?  Can you believe it a donkey is more efficient at charging than an elephant?

Somebody hit the reset button.  Can this be true?

Is it possible we are there!  The donkeys and the elephants seem to have lost the concept of being a civil let alone understanding their role as a servant to the people.  Respectful and responsible are words they avoid.

It appears they have over many years come to expect the people to tolerate their behavior as drunken sailors on shore leave.  But it’s really worse, these sailors don’t run out of money ever, they believe they have the authority to just keep charging and printing new money like there is no day of reckoning.  Accelerator to the floor –  but is anyone looking our the front window at the cliff dead ahead?

The real question is — are we just going to lie down and let them run over us and spend our grand children’s money or worse bankrupt the nation?

Or are “We the People” going to finally get off our butts and exercise the balance of power reserved to the people and begin acting like adults ourselves and take away the credit card of each donkey and elephant who lacks the wisdom of recognizing we have changed the rules of the game — No Credit Cards Allowed!!!!

Mr Donkey and Mr Elephant get your hand out of my pocket and no you can not use my credit card either!

The to re-balance power which will result in a rebirth of the concept of a Balanced Budget!

This one is playing as we breath!

To be continued ………….  while we are waiting pray to God discipline returns ……….

 

The Concept of the 1st Born Son

I am still being driven to analyze the idea of the 1st born son as it is used in scripture.  This makes me think hard enough my brain hurts.

The Holy Bible & Scripture use ideas that were held sacred by humanity in the days the scripture was written to communicate God’s message to humanity.

As such scripture communicates in parallel both a spiritual and human values which are treasured as sacred truths.

Abraham already had a son but wasn’t satisfied that he had not had a son with his wife.

We should know, without a doubt in those times the mother of a child always knew she was the biological mother of the children born to her.   But Abram, as his name was at the time, was a no mad who wondered from place to place and did not have a permanent home.  Another part of the story was this longing for a place to call home – the “Promised Land”

What brought Abram greater assurance that a child born to Sarah would be his child are there for us to evaluate.  Sarah was old and baron.  She had never had a previous child.   Chances are good Sarah was not the woman in Abram’s clan that other males would have desired or sought after.

The spiritual message should also be clear, nothing is impossible for God and those who place their faith in Him.  From Abram and Sarah would come a nation more numerous than all the stars.

The concept of the 1st born son was and still is a treasure for humanity and men in particular.  Just ask any potential father.  Does he want a son or a daughter?  It almost always a son, yet more often it is the daughter who captures his heart.

For a male versus a female, the father wants assurance the child is from his seed!  Although men may not think about it today, the man wants assurance his DNA will live on.

The spirit of the message of God lies hidden in the story.  God sends his Son.  A Son who unquestionably is of the father spirit / DNA.  This Son is sent into the world to testify to the Word of God, the Truth.  This Son is willing to die so that the fullness of Truth can be reborn in the human heart through the forgiveness of sins.

Jesus the first born son came into the world to birth a baby!  The church is referred to as mother because she is the authentic mother of the child.

The Father of the church is also always the Father as the one who implants the soul in every child.

The question is, who will the child lay claim to as the Father?

A First Born Child who is interested in the inheritance will lay clai9m to the Father who has ownership of the “Promised Land”.

To be continued …..