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Turf Protection Unseen – It’s my Turf -er- Sin Hiding behind Authority:

Working on Sermon for Spanish Class. Write it in English first then translate and later deliver in Spanish. I chose Gospel of Mark 9: 38 – 50 – Story of Jesus disciples complaining someone outside the inner group was healing folks in his name. Tell them to stop – human nature’s jealousy reaction! If they are not against me – hummm thinking as smoke comes out my ears!

So in 2018 we know some in the elite group we call clergy have been very naughty!
Did I tell you I plan to use this reflection in prison to those found guilty and locked away in a prison?  Could a real prisoner one day play a part in healing souls buried in a kind of authority prison where few clergyman are willing to enter?

I wonder just how many of you would seek to silence the voice of one willing to step into the darkness carrying only a light of hope hidden from eyes blinded by bars created to suggest only the inner group posses the grace to set others free?

Do we believe what Jesus taught? Could be time for those outside the inner authority circle who follow Christ’s lead to begin to find the voice that has been encouraged to be locked away waiting for a sign it’s time to speak and act!

Perhap’s we need someone rejected and imprisoned to show us the pathway to freedom?

The War Below the Surface – Still?

Seventeen years ago, my wife and I got on a plane in Atlanta. Destination Ft. Lauderdale Florida and a funeral for my wife’s Aunt Norma. We never got off the ground! I thought my mind was running on overtime remembering Aunt Norma. I had no idea what real overtime could be?!?

Aunt Norma spent much of her time in a bar – a bar that became a home for some people from every kind of walk through life’s journey! I don’t think Norma ever met a stranger no matter their status in life from the homeless bum to the wealthy! Some would say Norma was foolish and silly for opening herself to being taken advantage of by some who sought selfish ends. I still remember her smile and greeting! Always room even when room was hard to find.

She loved her children and grand children and gave generously although sometimes her gifts didn’t match up with the hopes she wished! Aunt Norma gave herself away – a gift in itself often misunderstood and unseen by the world of imperfect people she encountered!

Then unfolded before our eyes the gift of self as normally unseen people rushed to the aid of others without thought to the danger an evil spirit can unleash upon a people so busy living the good life no one was paying attention to the evil ever present in the hearts of some!
We live in a world where a war rages below the surface of human eyes but can be seen by spiritual eyes willing and open to the voice of the spirit that created us. Love one another – but do we know what love is?

He said, I came to testify to the truth and gave us a promised gift! The truth will set you free! Truth is love! The source of truth is spiritual and comes at great cost!

Are we ready to run into the burning building of our world to save the bum, orphan, stranger, self observed and those who think we are a fool and tell us to shut up?

Mirror Mirror on The Wall – Stop Talking!

Got an unexpected text from an inmate who has been working out of the govenors mansion for the last three years. I helped him become Catholic about 5 or 6 years ago. After he was baptized he asked me why his cell mate began to criticize his every move. I told him when one begins to follow Jesus magic happens and they turn into a mirror. Folks look into that magic mirror and they don’t like what they see. It can take awhile before they realize their unhappiness lives inside and not in the one who serves as the mirror!
Long journey for this man. Brought up in a family involved in crime. That’s just the way it was.
Good good good news can take a long time and the cost often comes at a price of folks trying to drag one down in the mud. It’s I gotta drag you down to act bad like you used to so I don’t Feel bad about being bad!
Envey and jealousy can cause some folks to tear another person to schreds.
A lifer has plenty of experience listening to that negative voice. When the truth finally sets one free it is time to celebrate and pray the chains of sin will be cast into the never ending fire.
Me – I am gonna plan on attending Mass with this man and his God Father when the Day of Liberation opens the gates of prison and we can walk in the light of freedom!

Preparation for Spanish Reflection:

A few weeks ago I selected a Gospel reading to be used for my final reflection as the final requirement to complete Level II Spanish Class. I choose this past week ends Gospel – Mark 9: 38-43. Within this Gospel lives Hope for those outside the inner group. Even someone in prison, locked up behind bars the spirit has the potential to drive out demons and penetrate hearts of stone. In the Name of Jesus those open and willing to take the risk can take the leap of faith they may be able to assist in driving the demons out of those possessed with evil especially those in powerful places including our government and church!

Could the Lord have been leading me to speak in light of the scandal of the Roman Catholic Church and the scandal of the United States Senate! Pray in the Name of Jesus the demons of division be driven from the places where the lust for power has replaced the spirit of truth!

In the Name of Jesus; First Spanish Reflection:

El Evangelio de hoy nos da la esperanza de que, incluso desde detrás de las rejas de una prisión, un pecador abierto al espíritu de Dios puede traer sanación a un mundo en caos. Esto es realmente una buena noticia a la luz del fracaso de algunos de los clérigos al más alto nivel que le han fallado al pueblo de Dios.

En el Evangelio, oímos que los discípulos de Jesús intentan , sin éxito, detener a un exorcista que estaba usando el nombre de Jesús sin su autorización pero exitosamente. Ahora los discípulos de Jesús, estaban listos para el fracaso de no poder detener a este exorcista de usar el nombre de Jesús sin autorización.

Quizás, más al punto, a nosotros los clérigos nos pueden dar celos hasta el punto de descartar a las personas laicas que quieren servir en posiciones de ministros usualmente reservadas para los clérigos. A menudo, los laicos sirviendo en posiciones oficiales también pueden ser igualmente celosos de la autoridad dada a los clérigos en la Iglesia.

Cristo nos llama a dejar a lado los celos mezquinos y a respetar los dones de aquellos que trabajan en el nombre del Señor.
El don que Jesús menciona es una simple taza de agua fría ofrecida a una alma sedienta. Puede servir para abrir las puertas a la esperanza y a la nueva vida.

Jesús nos está animando a ir a realizar acciones simples pero poderosas en su nombre y no podemos hablar mal de él ante el fracaso de sus discípulos. Clero o laico, debemos de servir al Señor y reconocer el poder de su nombre.

What you Wanna Be When you Grow UP:

A few weeks ago I asked the inmates who come to my service what they wanted to be when they grow up? Goofy question say some! I was surprised when weeks later one of the inmates who regularly comes to the Catholic service who is from Mexico asked me what should I do?

His parents are in California and in poor health. He is in prison for drug trafficking. In about a year he will be released. ICE will be there to meet him. Every lawyer he has talked to tells him he will before a judge and be deported to Mexico.

Catholic Charities will not help him due to his crime. The drug cartels keep track of folks like him, especially since he may owe them money. He told me they will have someone find and meet him when he is released in Mexico. They will not be friendly and will use whatever means to force him back into drug trafficking!

What should I do was his question! Well folks what would you tell him? There was no doubt in my mind his life will be on the line and his courage and faith will be tested beyond any level I have experienced in my life.

If you read my previous posts – it might give you a hint! When they find you, tell them the man they are looking for died in prison and you witnessed his death. For the slow of heart, it happened the day he decided to return to practicing his faith and returned to a life of prayer. He was born again and washed clean the day he began true repentance for his sins!

The real question for us here is what would we do? Those who consider themselves brave, courageous and especially those accustomed to having power?

Do we really understand what a dying and rising is? Would we have the faith and courage to speak with so much conviction the hearer could visibly see the conviction of one willing to die. But it doesn’t end there. Being willing to die is just the beginning.

Before the receiver digests the words spoken, say to those who seek to persecute you, “While you are here, do you have something or someone in need of healing that I can pray for? I call upon the Name of Jesus as I stand before you to pray that His healing power may overshadow you and those you hold dear to your heart dispelling the darkness of doubt.

I will pray for you even if you tell me – No More Sermons!

And in speaking those words come to understand the message, I came to do the will of the one who created me!

I pray the Holy Spirit will drive the demons that seek pure power out of the houses of power in the church and in the government! How many will join me?

I ask is there anyone with the courage to confront the demons released into this nation and the world by the sinful nature of men seeking to replace God ( a word that includes women for the confused). The battle in the Garden continues!

Destination Home:

Home – a treasure – a place one would be willing to die to protect and return to – no place like home!
Human observation a gift! Spiritual observation a skill to see what is hidden deep within a treasure reserved for those willing to be open to a power of a dove!
Sunday last my pigeons were released 215 miles from home. Most made it the first day 45+ mph!
Wednesday evening I was hunting and got a call. A lady about a mile away had one of my pigeons that hadn’t yet made it home. I met her about an hour later. She gave me the bird. I carried it home.
When I reached home the bird died in my hand.
As I reflected upon this birds journey home – the spiritual reality of this birds desire to return home began to sink in! I noticed it had feathers at the base of it’s tail missing along with a couple primary tail feathers. A sure sign of a hawk attack on the bird on it’s the journey home!

I wonder if the eyes and ears of your spirit are open?There are great dangers thriving in this world which seeks to take our life and prevent us reaching our treasured destination. This bird never gave up in spite of over welming difficulties of the journey. It was willing spend every once of energy to reach it’s beloved home. The bird weighed almost nothing! It gave it’s all to the spirit within that called it home.
In my hand rested a bird that gave it’s life that I might be taught again by the spirit that loves me to see with eyes this world would deny us!
Yesterday evening I went prison and encountered men singing “Lord Jesus carry me home”!
What will it take to open the eyes of the blind to see even within the most hardened heart lives a longing to seek and find that place called home where one can finally rest in the hands of the one who created them with a spirit that can not be seen by those who seek the power of God! I was blessed to hold a the gift of a treasure that made it home!

Will Emotion Override and Cloud the Spirit’s Path to Logic and Truth?

I listened to a young man pour out his emotions as he spoke on TV about the terror and trauma he experienced during the mass shootings that took place at the Parkland High School in Broward County, Florida.   It was gut wrenching to listen to.  My heart was torn as I listened as his words.  It caused me think of my own children and grand children.

Emotions are a vital part of our human condition.  More than that they are truly a gift from our creator.  Emotions serve as the only source capable of taking a human on a journey to the core of our soul where we encounter our human values.  But more importantly, they take us on a journey so we can see ourselves face to face as in a mirror.  It is as if we must be dragged kicking and screaming into a Garden long ago set aside as the place where blo0d is sweat as the human heart engages the battle where emotions attempt to drive us away from looking into the mirror of truth.  Said another way, emotions seek to focus on a simple solution rather than confront the ancient symbolism hidden in a seamless garment.  The truth of the temple of our soul is intimately connected to the human search for the purpose of a people so loved they have been granted free will.  The pain of emotions can distort truth as one who seeks to avoid the journey to the only source with the potential to wash the human family clean and make us whole again.

Hold on to that image of the seamless garment for within it’s creation lies the secret of one who is willing to offer up life as the price of penetrating the human heart and restoring mobility to a stiff neck!  The truth found in the blood found on the ground speaks to a hope beyond measure!

Here in this mirror lies a treasure, a gift from our creator where the real possibility exists to confront and overcome human natures original sin!  Sin the modern world seeks to ignore and worse deny!  In this mirror the image and likeness of our creator one cannot  ignored or escape!  The source of truth is dimly lit to a new arrival and the values buried within are designed to lead us to the truth in the beginning hearken to a soul thirsting and longing for an answers!  Here in this garden of agony one encounters the potential to ingest the breath of ancient truths again as in the first time.  Emotions erupt from deep within our gut as they crawl upward into our heart and mind creating the only unrest that can open the door that can lead to the search for hope we can find again the sacredness and treasure of life!  The question is  will take the time necessary to endure the journey to the core of our soul where we can encounter the spirit and wisdom that created us.  It is in the deeps of our soul where emotion can be balanced with the gifts of logic, wisdom, understanding of the purpose of the creator’s plan that calls people to freely choose the journey with the potential usher in real hope for a healthy human family.

A gun on the other hand is just metal and cold.  It has no spirit, no emotions and cannot make a decision.  It can not pick itself up, load itself or pull it’s trigger.  It lacks warmth or breath.  A gun has no emotions and cannot reflect upon anything that happens to it or it’s impact on any living being.  Why are we investing so much time on an inanimate object with no potential to save us?

As I listened to this young man, I too was sent on a journey to the core of my soul and began to ask the spirit in the mirror questions.  Who was this young man who picked up that gun?  What happened to him?  Who were his parents and how did he get that gun?  What questions are being asked about this young man and his environment?  Guns were allowed in school when I was a kid and this kind of event never took place.  What has changed?

Can we examine the seamless garment without being executed?  Do we really have an understanding of who we were created to be?  Is our focus on an inanimate object or the core of the soul of humanity?

If you made it thus far, will you come with me on a journey through the flawed memories of a child beginning to digest and grasp at the seamless garment and how it runs through the whole of humanity where not a single soul is without impact?

Is anyone willing to ask, have all the political attacks over the past several years on the police had an impact?  he alone the associated demand for body cameras?  Have we  pushed our policemen into political correct precautionary non life saving behaviors?  Someone with courage needs to be willing to ask?  Have our emotions and power agendas overridden our ability to have courage under fire?

How about the violence in so many neighborhoods?  How about the self inflicted wounds of gender-ism?  Isn’t the DNA we are born with the DNA we will die with?  Did God make a mistake when he created us?  Is there something else in play?  Have we now declared ourselves to be God?  How about the breakdown of families?  How about the destruction of life for those who cannot speak?  How about a feminist movement that does not include mothers?  How about the stripping of a mans ancient obligation to the mother and their children?   In the beginning God created man and woman and it was good.  The two became one flesh.  Abortion kills not only the child but the father for the two are no longer one flesh!

Do we have any real men in political life?

Why are so many people today taking drugs for everything?  Why are TV commercial’s full of advertisements for new drugs?  Does a pill correct every situation?  Do our brain’s work any more?  Why do we want to stop letting boys be boys?  Why are so many young men in prison and why are they so angry with their parents?  Why are we afraid to ask these questions?

When I was a kid we allowed prayer to be taken out of school about the time I finished.  We allowed abortion to begin to flourish at about the same time.   Why do our politicians support the abortion of 60 million babies and then insist we need 60 million immigrants?

Does anyone recognize the abortion decision declared a death sentence on a father’s right to protect his children?  Do gun free so called safe zones override the right of a father to protect his child from a principal whose policies do not report crimes which undermines the law intended to keep guns out of the hands of individual’s with histories of violence?  Are our police and sheriff’s bullied by the politically correct and unwittingly unleashed the violent and mentally unstable on society.  Has politics destroyed common sense?  Have we become so smart and tolerant that we are now become our own worst enemy?  Have we declared that sin is dead and people are just misunderstood?

Have we allowed a judge to override the voice of the people?  Have we allowed a judge to declare the father of a child has no rights even in a marriage?  Why do we want to destroy men and the potential father many are created to become?  What has this done to our children and does anyone care what the the impact is on children and family?  Is anyone looking at the success of children brought up in a traditional family versus the new so called norm?

About the time I was just a kid contraception exploded.  I thought it was good!  Has anyone opened their eyes lately?  Is sex no longer about children?  Have we advertised the impact of contraception on the human breakdown of the family?  Divorce has sky rocked.  Single parenthood in many neighborhoods is 70% and higher.  What is the emotional cost and impact on children from all of these changes?  Our prisons are overflowing with angry, upset young men most from single parents homes.  Discipline in schools is major growing problem.

Are we in denial about the nature of our humanity and natures use of hormones?  Do we not know what takes place year in and year out in natures survival of life?  In many parts of our world cultures are approaching self annihilation because of the refusal to birth children.  Anyone talking about the death of Christianity by those who [profess to be Catholic’s and Christians.  Who has muted the voices of our Bishops and Religious leaders?

Has anyone noticed the changes that have taken place over the years in Hollywood, TV, movies, entertainment and video game industry.  Do they glorify violence and shoot em up adventures?  Is promiscuous and raw sex displayed as normal?  How about the impact of the internet, the smart phone and sexting?  And what about the explosion of porn – the objectification of women, children and sex?

We have become a people who lack the courage to ask ourselves tough questions!  What is the stumbling block that prevents us from asking the tough questions that affect people with the potential to pick up and use a gun?  Why are we so afraid to ask these questions?

What is a safe zone?  Shouldn’t a mothers womb the safest zone every created.  Ask a small kid?  Who is the enemy of that zone?  Is it a gun or is it man?

Aren’t a mother and a father supposed to be the protectors of their children with the duty and responsible to assure their safety?  Who overrode those parental rights?  Why do we entrust our children to people who have allowed the children to run the school?   What system or systems in Broward County failed the students and faculty in that school?  Do we not know our government has encouraged the non reporting of violent crimes in schools?  If you see something – say something!  Did that work?  And what is the FBI doing these days – does anyone know?  So how can a system based upon reported crimes prevent someone from purchasing a gun when the system rewards non reporting?  Have emotions overtaken and all bet eliminated logic and leadership?

My brother tried every kind of drug while he was in college.  He took his own life!  So we ant to legalize pot!  Emotion has overridden logic!  What about all the drugs people are using today?  Is anyone paying attention?  Can we ask?  What is the drug overdose rate today?  Does anyone notice all the drug commercials on TV?  What is our society selling – a quick fix – just take a pill?

And we have just entered the arena of social media and new technology?  What about social media?  Will the children of the future develop social skills to interact with people face to face?  What again about the deterioration of the family and why is it children with a mother and father are so much more successful on average?   Do we have the courage to ask the questions that we get to the heart of the problem or have our emotions trapped us in a dialogue with a gun issue?

Folks, we have a culture problem.  Our values are in the toilet!  It’s time for our emotions to take on a trip back to source when we look ourselves in the mirror of truth so the door of hope is opened and we can begin again to reach for the full potential of the gift of life!

Finally, does anyone know that true love will piss of an awful lot of people?  Didn’t the people of his own family take the one who came to testify to the true to a cross?  Weren’t they jealous and envious of his courage to speak the truth?  And they didn’t like the way he preached because it forced them to look into the mirror of truth!  So I ask, do we modern day sophisticated people really want to hear the good news or do we just want happy talk?

Self examination in the deeps of ones soul is where forgiveness and healing begin.  Love one another as I loved you!  Lord have mercy!

The Spirit of My Soul

There are times the Spirit of my soul will not let me sleep.  It’s as if a voice is crying out from the bottom of my soul but I am unwilling to listen.  What is it that I am avoiding?  Do I have the courage to silence myself and take the time to listen to the cry coming from deep within?  Oh that my soul would know that I am tied and weary from the battle of those who would silence the voice of the one who sent on this long journey teaching me as I stumbled and suffered the promised injury my savior before me encountered!

What is it?  What is it?  My body longs for rest yet my spirit continues to harass my mind into paying attention.

Is there a Doctor in the House – Who will come during Mass in the Middle of Church?

1st Sunday of Advent. We do not know the hour or the day, but our future lies in our ability see things through the eyes of our spirit. We need to know what to be watchful for. It’s a discipline the world doesn’t want us to practice or develop because the world seeks to deny God and objective truth.

Today at Mass right after the sermon a man stood up and asked if a doctor was in the church? Everyone looked around. The most unlikely man (in my opinion) in the house stood up and came from the other side to an older gentleman on the opposite side. When he arrived at the old man’s side, I heard him say “stay with me – I am here”! by then some others came to help. The unlikely man returned his seat. Things seemed to worsen and unlikely man returned to the old mans aid and stayed at his side until the paramedics arrived.

What did my spirit see? The unlikely young man probably spent time homeless or living in the street and knew what being alone and afraid felt like He must have recognized immediately because he himself knew what it was like to be helpless and in fear. He wasn’t worried about being qualified and was willing to ask people to make room as he passed through the pews twice. He knew it wasn’t about him. His spirit saw another in distress and offered the only thing he had – himself!

I don’t think the unlikely young man is Catholic but he managed to demonstrate what Jesus came to teach – he freely gave himself away – the most unlikely young man was watching things through the eyes of his spirit! On the way out of church I shook the hand of one whose spirit is awake! Thank you for the gift of yourself! Amen!